More rain

All that drizzling zaps my energy. Didn't finish my assignment last night, so I didn't go to school today. Still haven't finished my assignment. Whatever. Don't get me wrong though, I gave it a go. Ideas weren't coming to me, so I tried to ease my mind. Drank two beers for that.

Fell asleep.

Woke up later a little wobbly.

Ever wonder about glasses? Not like beer glasses or shot glasses. The ones that go on your face in front of your eyes. No, not beer goggles. Eyeglasses. They're interesting. By that I mean disorienting. I mean, think about it. What does one usually see when one looks through a screen? Computers, TVs, MP3 players. All presenting things of insignificance. All unreal. Even telescopes or binoculars. Sure they're real, but they're out of reach, unattainable. Never good to look through a screen, I tell ya.

So I'm walking around the house with glasses on, and nothing seems real anymore. I feel disconnected from myself, like a voyeur observing what this body is doing. What I do is of no consequence. Nothing I do matters, and I certainly don't have to pay for my mistakes, because I'm not really me. Know what I mean? It all makes sense.

I need a beer.